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Wishing on a star… July 13, 2009

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I’ve been having a repetitive dream lately. I’m not sure what it means exactly, but I can’t seem to shake it during the day.

In my dream, I’m so happy. I can’t remember the last time I felt so joyous. I’m not a morose person, but this was an overwhelming sense of bliss and joy. I’m sitting on a grassy hilltop, a tree behind me. I can’t tell you what kind, it just comes off as a tree to me. I’m looking down the hill, there is a breeze blowing my hair around my face. I see someone walking away from me, down the hill. I can’t tell if it’s a man or woman because they are so far away. They turn around, shade their eyes with their arm and look up at me. I get this sense of satisfaction that they are thinking about me, looking for me/at me. I look up and literally float up into the sky. The dream ends there.

It differs slightly from time to time. Sometimes there is no other person. A few times I didn’t see anyone, but before I rise, I feel them near, like they are behind me. I’m always on the hill. Sometimes I’m on a branch, sitting and draping my legs down. Sometimes I’m leaning against the tree. Mostly, I sit at the base of the tree, but I always get the sense that the tree is my foundation. It’s always behind me or under me. I think the sense of flying is related to the joy, because as soon as I mentally note how I feel, I begin to float.

For those of you I’ve not talked to in awhile, a lot has been happening in my life lately. I have separated from Qster’s father. He is still near, I see him, but we live separately. I have started a new job with the state. I’m working on myself physically, mentally, and spiritually. I think my dream is telling me that I’m on the right path. Perhaps, I have attained one of my spirit’s life goals? I don’t know, but I do feel more fulfilled.

 

 
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